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summerlove
Friday, March 13, 2009
dear diary

seeing mom cry over work yesterday gave me a wake up call and from there i knew that i can't just give up like that.if i gave up then the amount of money that dad forked out will be wasted.
then this will give people things to gossip about,which sadly frequently happens to my family. so i have to prove them wrong.let them shut their mouth once and for all.
so i have to stick to the promise that i made to myself since the beginning of the course.that is to let mom have a better life so that she don't need to see peoples faces and also to be the first grandchild to get a degree.
i know that i can do it,i just lack the determination.
worst come to worst,i will just have to let go of my job and concentrate 100% on my studies.




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