Wednesday, January 28, 2009
chinese new year
chinese new year wasn't that great in fact though the total sum of my red packets were alot.but it's just that as i grow older the atmosphere and the mood didn't get to me.
every year it seems as if it's getting more boring.
went over to dad's side and stepma's side on the 1st day.left halfway and went to da yi po's hse.
after 1yr,i got to see ziv walking and joan at 8months old.headed on to edel's house after that for another gathering.
2nd day went to er yi po's place,so mom got to play mahjong and i didn't get to play it cos the rest of the teenagers didn't come.
so i didn't lay my hand on mahjong AT ALL!!!
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
it just happened
went back to yishun ytd to visit dad,saw him walking into the room with his hands against his wound.my heart ached so badly when i saw it cos never in my whole life did i see dad suffer so badly.this is the first time which i dreaded to see.
anyway,headed down to orchard to meet edel after class.started at far east then off to heeren and to cine to meet up with jasreen and renee,next to ps and finally we are off to bugis.
didn't hang long in street cos it's stuffy and crowded.jas and renee went off first while edel and i had dinner and waited to meet her friend.
anything that happened after that,there's nothing much to mention.
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had a dream some nights ago,it was dad sitting on the old sofa and as his old self,talking on the phone with the tv on.that was all i could see as it was so vivid and colorful.
i would never forget that.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
baby desiree
zi lian kuang trying out my new phone
baby desiree at 3months old
another day
dad had his operation and he's doing well now,so there's no need to worry.
the group of us wanted to have our lunch is school,but it's way too pack to enjoy it there.all of a sudden the whole sch seems so pack no matter during break or during lunch.there would always be a long queue.
financial accounting really got my head big,really don't know what is going on.especially with all the formats and the indian accent of the lecturer,IT'S NUTS!!!it's lucky that i didn't take degree in accounting.wonder those who did take it,how are they going to survive?
Saturday, January 10, 2009
got a sms from dad saying that the tumor is only in his colon as for what is in the liver,only during the operation that the doc is able to tell.i'm here praying and hoping that it's a good news that we will here.
anyway,mom bought me a snoopy rubber band.it's so cute (maybe only to me).later tonight the guys from starhub will be coming to install the scv for us.just cannot wait.so we don't need to watch the limited channels that we have.
Friday, January 09, 2009
mixed emotions
thurs supposingly to be my off day,i ended up having to go in for half to train the new girl.
anyway,got my new phone though it's not w595 (cos it's sold out at starhub) and it's quite an old model,but what to do i need a phone badly.
got my results and passed all 3.was so happy that i was smiling all the way home from the letter box.so now what i need is the adv diploma cert.
disaster struck when i got the sms from mom.
so one min i was smiling and the next min crying like hell.
didn't expect things to get so bad.
dad will be going for operation next week.i really hope that by us standing beside him and praying for him,everything will turn out fine.they said ask and you shall receive,this is what i have been doing for the pass few nights.so i really really hope that i can receive what i asked for.
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
went for a shopping trip to tampines ikea and bought some stuff.
the silly couple who didn't had any sleep drove us there.
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
I hate the blues
the monday blues indeed hit me yesterday,nothing seems to be going on smoothly.gathering with the girls and JB had to be postponed and not forgetting dad's sms which i received early in the morning.which didn't make my day AT ALL!!!
i mean who would when you actually receive a sms from your dad saying that there's a shadow in his colon and further tests would have to be made to confirm what it is.there's nothing to worry about.
i really don't what to reply and how to respond.
the only thing i know i can do is to pray.
how i hope that the shadow can be operated on and be removed and after that,there's nothing to worry about.cos i didn't have him by my side since i was 12,i'm glad to be able to see him once a week and i absolutely 100% won't want to lose him at all!!!even depriving me of the only 1 chance which i can visit him,talk to him and spend a few hours with him.
i really don't want this chance to be taken away from me.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
pictures
overdued pics of baby desiree.she has become more talkative for a 2month old.she can talk to herself even though nobody is paying attention to her.
i just love her eyes and double eye lid.
she just loves looking at things which are bright,that's why she's always looking away.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
cannot wait
it has been a long time since we've met as each of us have our own lives,either working or studying.so it's really difficult for us to meet up so i'm hoping that everyone can make it this wed esp yvonne.cos for the past few gatherings she wasn't able to make it.so this time i'm crossing my fingers that all 6 of us would be there.so we would have the time to catch u with each other.
on thurs would probably be going into JB with siew fong and the rest for seafood if it's successful.
i'm so waiting for next week to be here.
Happy 18th Birthday Jia Min!
MOMMY
